Life has been nice the past few weeks. I'm slowly, blindly teaching myself to not be so paranoid and more normal.. Also not so self-conscious. It seems to be working, no? I have been extremely happy for reasons I cannot explain, and, in my opinion, I have been a funner person to hang out with.
I had a fairly good birthday, despite the fact that I was as sick as a dog, but we had my favorite meal of oyster stew, Jones, and blueberry pie (didn't you notice I gained weight?). Actually, we had oreo cheesecake, which was simply marvelous. Thank you to everyone who wished me a happy day and who helped make it possible. It is very much appreciated. And to those who didn't, I love you anyways.
And, to everyone reading this, I would like to dedicate a song. I did not write it. It is rather cheesy. It's just a fun song to sing and I feel like writing out the lyrics, so why not dedicate it to all you lovely people? I suppose it's not really a "dedication" without me writing it. Moving along...

Its hard to believe
that I couldn't see
That you were always there beside
me thought I was alone with no one
to hold butyou were always there beside me
This feelings like no other
I want you to know
I've never had someone
that knows me like you do
the way you do
I've never had someone
as good for me as you
no one like you
so lonely before
I finally found
what I've been looking for
so good to be seen so good to be heard
don't have to say a word
for so long I was lost
so good to be found
I'm loving having you around
this feelings like no other
I want you to know
I've never had someone
that knows me like you do
the way you do I've never had someone
as good for as good for me as you
no one like you
so lonely before I finally found
what I've been looking for
doo doo doo doodoo
doo doo doodoo
whoa-oa-oa-oh
doo doo doodoo doodoo
doodoo doo doo
whoa-oa-oa-oh

Oh yes. I am a nerd. And here's an extra link just because I now am a fan. Thanks to two families I know. You know who you are.